Who is Andrew Lin? This is Andrew Lin

I wish I can find someone like him... Talented, smart, handsome, funny...


From what I know:
He doesn't talk much
He works hard
He plays hard
He loves his wife very much...

Somethings important to me:

He is Tall, thick eyeblows with ROOT of beard!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
He is like ALL in ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*faint*

Happy Moment

MSN is not only for friends or family who is far away from you. Even couple feet, you can tell them how much you miss them. hahaahaa!!



Sometimes you just can't believe what you see....

Happy moment may just only flash by, so you are lucky if you capture the moment.

I believe everyone can create your own happy moment.

I did, did you?

Cheap Cheap Cheap

There are somethings I do will lower my reputation.

Swear in the public
Hang out with "not-so cool" people
Eating with my mouth open
No eye contact to the people I am talking to
Yell at others
Give others my bad attitudes

The worse one should be:
keep calling someone who may not really like me.

You may think it is not the worse one, it is to me. I have pride to myself and I try to act a value person. I mean, I try to take care of my reputation as I don't want to look cheap, talk cheap and act cheap.

Honestly, I don't want to call you up when we promise not to contact each other. I guess, I can't stand the time being apart. I try to contact you, but you have no intention to call back Oh well... I guess I am being cheap now. I guess I shouldn't put myself in such bad position. Oh well... I already did.

Time goes FAST!

YCF 2007. (5 years promise)
Third row (from Left to Right) Jackie, Terry, Mavien, WingWing, Steph
Second row (from Left to Right) Andrew, Alice, Sandy, Raymond, Eugene, V8,Clara, Anna, Anjo
Front row (from Left to Right) me, Sao, Dave, J Lo, Sel Wan, J, Dai Lo Chris, Bonnie

10th Richmond Hill Scout Group 2007 (Seven years commitment)

Top row (from Left to Right) All scouts

Middle row (from Left to Right) All Cubs (included cub leaders)

Bottom row (from Left to Right) All beavers (included Peter)

VY (6 years enjoyment)

Gold DEA Ceremony @ War Memorial Museum, Ottawa

Gold DEA receivers: VY Gold.... (my teens) heheehehe!
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I love my life. I Love Canada! I love you, LORD!

still a long way to go... i need your support!!!

You may find that I didn't write for a number of days.

I still to have a BIG book beside me now. I wrote things down there but not all on here. I am going to publish a book of BOy jai. Would you support me?

If you support me, please drop me a word... I want to see if there is enough people or not.

I am thinking about the Money will goes to animal society or Canine Cancer reserach Association.

I know I still have a long way to go.... Dreams are still on. Come true or not is not matter. It is about the process.

DAMN, STOP hurting animals!

http://youtube.com/watch?v=s0KucYppXO0

If you love Animals, don't watch it.

How many times I told people NOT to get the pets from Pet shops or pet mills. How can the people be so MEAN to the animals.

I don't blame the murders killed the people and dump their bodies in the wild. They are cold blooded and no feeling to another ling organisms.

Oh Shit!! I even don't like human more....

I should find a way to help the animals out.... DAM! am I extreme or what?

get back into one piece...

It is almost 3 weeks that I didn't post anything on here.

Thank you to all my friends. I am ok. Not as upset as what I expected. I guessed that would come one day. God took Boy jai fast and quick, without pain. That was my blessing.

Life is so wonderful. I mean... I see the changes in the past week. I was empty and lonely. Now I found myself some happiness. I am still very insecure... so... Don't ask me yet... but... I am enjoying my life at this moment.

I am so glad to have someone to share my feeling with. Hope it becomes true...

No matter I found my real one or not.... I am sure ... the following gal would like to share with me.

Thank you, Kristen (and Karissa) for being with me right after they knew my loss of Boy jai. I love them since I met them. They are my sisters, as well as my friends.

Don't worry. I will be ok. Need sometimes to reorganize my life....

You are already missed

You just don't know how many people miss you...

Boy jai, it is your 9th Birthday today. Happy Birthday!

As I told you before you closed your eyes: Run, go to the RAINBOW BRIDGE and wait for me there. I will see you later.

Please don't lie to me...

Good Lord is helping me.
Protecting the most important thing of me is actually making people tell the truth.

I have met a guy, who is very kind to me but end up he lied to me. I felt so stupid to trust him at all. On the other hand, once again... it shows human beings are not worth to trust. How can I trust anyone anymore?? How can I believe in anyone? Can someone prove that I can trust someone?


At my age, I believe that I should not trust anyone easily, but this is me. This is real me. Am I lack of something to live in this world by myself? There are a lot of people out there pity me and say to me that they will protect me.

I was eaten by an innocent looked animal. What the hell...??

Good Lord protects me as well.

PS: Please don't hurt my feeling anymore... it is too fragile to be hurt again... I am scared...

Happy Happy Day

I am very happy today. I don't know why...


Just let you know ... I guess... I start to discover the good side of myself.=)

Please share my happiness with me. Please do so...

Thank God for giving me the magic buttom

Thank God for letting me to hear his whinning still
Thank God for letting me to feel his heart beat still
Thank God for letting me to walk him from place to place still
Thank God for letting me to stop the arguement between Cookie and Boy Jai still
Thank God for letting me to watch him drinking stil
Thank God for letting me to sense he came into the room and sleep beside me still
Thank God for letting me to understand life is very fragile still
Thank God for letting me to receive the request from him who wants more food still
Thank God for letting me to have a gift of GOD in all these years still
Thank God for letting me to write on here to tell everyone Boy jai is stable under my care still

When I touch his hands, he wakes up and gives me a disgusting look. Just like a magic buttom to wake him up.
Please God to walk with me, IF there is no more response by pressing the magic buttom in the future, please comfort me and give me strength to face the reality. I know I won't be able to walk this journey without you.

It's time

Last friday (Sept 28th) I took Boy jai and Cookie to the off leash park. There were so many dogs running around.

Boy jai choose not to run but walk with me. I asked him walk around by himself. He listened. He really does listened. I left him and I walked towards the shelter, I turned around and I saw him looked at him sit down and seemed like asking for help. He didn't scream nor call out for help. He knew I would come to him. I ran to him and asked him what happened. He looked at him sliently and didn't bark or a word. He just looked at me.

I lifted his back up and he started to walk with me to the shelter, very very slow... very slow...

This morning, Ka Ho left home to work. I heard the barking while I was sleeping. I thought I had a dream or something; I heard the barking again. I knew it was Boy jai's. I called Boy jai, no foot steps or anything; I called again, I heard the barking, I started to search the house non-sensely, I lost the dog?? I lost the dog at home? what the....?

I turned on all the light, and I searched the house. After looking for different area, and I still couldn't find Boy jai. I thought Ka Ho left him outside, and I looked the direction of patio door. I saw the shadow of Boy jai. "Ah! Ka Ho left him outside?" When I walked closed to the patio door, I saw Boy jai was actually INSIDE, with both leg split open lied down on his belly position. I saw a lot of dog posted like this, but I never Boy jai did that in his life. Something went wrong... something went very very wrong....

I lifted up Boy jai's back, and opened the door for him. I realized that he had no power on his rear legs. Something I crossed my mind..."It's time?"

He came back up from the backyard, it seems like he put a lot of efforts to go down those stairs and he was being lazy to walk back up.

Vet told me, when his time is up I would know... I asked the vet how would I know, she said "If I love him enough, I would know..."

I think it really his time up and I really think I have to learn how to let go. Friends, would you support me? I am crying and I am directionless.

Dear God, please walk with me. please walk this road together. I don't need you to carry me. I have to learn how to face the truth. please take all the pain from Boy jai. Please let him be one of the most luckiest dog in the world.