Evaluation of the Concert

Things I think I did good:

Relationship with the Venue (So whatever I asked, they will provide it and without giving us extra costs)
Site Check (backstage; volunteer room)
Routes for the Volunteers
Provided what backstage needed
Rearranged some experienced Volunteers to take over some important roles

Things I think I did bad:

The Control of the Volunteers
Walkie Talkie usages
Booths setup (Be ware of the far off sides, maynot need tables)
Communicate with Paul (need to be firm on something before the show)
Arranged the mealboxes to backstage (didn't give enough instructions to Security, end up Dancers had the mealboxes earlier than the band crews)

Awkful WEEK, need to relax!

Last week was "brutal". I lost my voice, then I had a cold, flu, fever ... and end up... I couldn't believe that I had Pnemania!!! What the heck?

I was very difficult to breath. Pretty hard to understand what exact happened end up like this.

But don't worry, things get better!

Try to clam down myself from illness to take more rest and rest and rest.

Then I found the following from my portable drive:

This is a very nice picture... I really like this...

Then, I found this... I was shocked!!!! and a drop of sweat came down from the side of my forehead.

Then, I found this... I realized I shouldn't find anymore "PICTURE" Folder from Named "KA HO's folder".... *sigh* ... I want to faint! and I am going to CHOKE him badly tonite.

Speechless

Whole day. I can't speak "LOUD".

I hurt my throat. I choose NOT to speak. I have a very sore throat... If I want to talk, I am sure I can, but it seems like it is not a good sign for LONG term!

Anyway, I will continue the speechless for another day. I need to reserve my throat. The event is coming up. I can't lose like this.

Smile can cover everything...

This is taken back in 2004. I don't remember where I was.

My main problem is , I think too much. Please not let me think too much as I am really sensitive.
I am trying to be happy, but can't really do it. So... I only know "Smile" to cover my saddness.

God, please help me! Be patience and be loved.