Sorry that I hurt you.

Dear God,

please forgive me for giving people around me difficult time. I didn't mean to do it.

I am still learning to LOVE and to be LOVED.

I was hurt, so I am trying to protect myself.
One thing not to be hurt is No expectation, and Never have it in my hand.

Things are all so unreal now... you gave me a man who loves me very much. He takes care of me more than he takes care of himself. He doesn't mind to give up alot for me. But... the more he does that for me, the more I scared. I scared to lose him... I scare he won't do that to me when time pass. My Lord, please forgive me being so selfish. I am sorry.

Insecurity.please Lord, take this away.... I can't stand it anymore... I am giving him hard time as well... I am hurting him... I am even more scared...

My heavenly father, so many things in my head now... and I really need a break... viruses are attacking me. I am so tired... I need a break... I need a rest...

In Christ,
Percy

Dear God

Dear God,

please guide my road.
please open my eyes to see the path.
I really don't want to QUIT like this.

My Lord, I am so tired...
I am so weak...
please lift me up.
please give me strength to leave...

I will not going to survive this time... please help.

Trying to have a BIG CHANGE

Dear God,

Please support me.
Please lift me up.

I am going to do something that I never think it is a good idea, but I will need to try once.
Please support me.

I have been trying to lose weight in the past (Since I was born)
I tried NOT eating...
I tried to become Vegetarian
I tried to have SOLDER DIET...

didn't work... just didn't work at all.

This time, I will try to do something very new in my life.
Please help me by letting me do a lot of exercises during this time.
Please let me eat less during this time.
Please guide me to the way I should be.

My Lord, sound stupid, but I really think how fat I am .. is wasting the resource on the earth.
I am going to try this in 8 weeks. Hope it will work a bit.

God helps me.

I am praying in the name of Christ, ~Amen.