Today I have a really adnormal day.
I keep telling myself to work and work and work.... with NORMAL mood...
Inside me, I am very very depressed. I mean... I am very depressed of what happened.
I want to cry, but tears are not coming out...
the tears are dropping inside to my heart. I really can't handle it anymore...
I am looking at the medicine, I want to have at least one... or I should take the whole bottle. I have been taking those medicine for 3 years... and now ... I can't believe that I stopped it for 7 months. It is very sun fu.
I want to cry... I want to cry it out loud... but I can't ...
Why? Why Why do I feel so negative?
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