Love letter to You from me

Dear You,

Do you know I miss you very much... doesn't matter how long I see you everyday... I just miss you very much.

I am afraid that I lose you.
I am afraid that you don't love me anymore.

I am afraid that the happy moment will be gone soon.

But you keep telling me how much you love me, how long you want to be with me.

I don't trust my ears, bcoz I never have someone talk to me like you.

I don't trust my eyes, bcoz I never have someone look at me like you.

I don't trust my sense, bcoz I never have someone touch my heart like you...

I am really feeling bad that I upset you. I didn't mean to. Just bcoz there were too many people see me as "brother", "best friend", "good friend" ... I never have someone so-called "Best friend" love me to have relationship with. When you said 'Best friend', I got so sensitive... I got upset... again? why?

Good that you are more mature than me alot, and you are a logic person. I know I am saved to be with you. I know I am being protected at all time. I am melted by you everyday.

Believe or not, I think too much bcoz I love you so very much. Please don't leave me.

Love,

me.