Dear God,

Today... it was a very long day for me.

My emotion drags me to down valley very much. It is very hard for me to do so...

Honestly, it is really SUN FU!

I really want to take the pills again.... it release my stress...
but ...I can't take them anymore bcoz it posioned me for so long... it is time for me to stop even it drags me very depressed...

Please take care of me. Please take my sadness away...

I am praying to the name of Christ.

~Amen.