It is better harder and harder.... very difficult...
The only thing I can do now.... is hide. Hide from friends and the world. I shouldn't rely on the drug... but I really want to take the pills almost 2 months. It is just getting harder and harder...
I sometimes don't know why I get so upset, and also, I don't understand why it triggers me easily....
I can't stand anymore... the only thing I can control it... is .. CRY till tired.... then I will go to sleep right after crying.
It is difficult to breath lately... Not bcoz of work, not bcoz of friends, not bcoz of family, but myself.
Die is easier than live at this moment...
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