Dear God,
Please help me. Please take away my anger. I always ask myself, being a doctor's daughter, how come I need to worry about money at all time? How come Dad never think all those FREE of CHARGE and FREE DRUG to his relatives indirectly effect us?
Please take away my anger to my relatives and his friends. Those people never think of how the Dr's family like. Never have a peace of mind as every month need to worry where the money should come from when Dad needs to pay off their "FREE OF CHARGE" and FREE DRUG to them, to their friends, even to their maids. THERE IS no free lunch, but how come they have to take advantages from us? Dear God, I am very sorry. I can't stop thinking about it since I was very little. Even the Maids don't need to pay? Dear God... please forgive me to have so much anger inside.
Please take away my weakness point by having trouble in financial issues. Please God... please help me... I am fading out... I am passing out... My Lord, without you, I don't think I can go that far... Please let me know how much you love me. Please let me know what I should do in order to make sure my family is worry free...
My Lord, I love you.
In the name of Jesus Christ, ~Amen.
