Personal DNA

You are a Thinker

Your cautiousness, appreciation of functionality, and imagination combine to make you a THINKER.
You have a vivid capacity for imagery that allows you to see beyond your present circumstances.
You like to be sure of yourself before voicing your opinion.
A lot of your time is spent at home, or with the people you care about.
Although you may dream often, you're very aware of how things work, and you value things that work well.
You take comfort in the familiar, and value predictability—and others value those things in you.
Accordingly, you prefer a set routine, and although you often imagine how things can be different, you're hesitant to take risks to change things.
Sometimes you doubt whether you have the ability to face certain challenges, but your practical focus helps you solve most problems.
Because of this, you tend to be more reactive than proactive, thinking thoroughly about the challenges that you face.
You have a broad-based, theoretical understanding of the world that allows you to understand its workings.
You're well-attuned to your emotional state, and not afraid to use your feelings to guide you. You tend to be cooperative, rarely contradicting others, and always considerate of their feelings.
You prefer to have time to plan for things, feeling better with a schedule than with keeping plans up in the air until the last minute.
You have a strong sense of style and value your personal presentation - friends may even seek your style advice from time to time.


how you relate to others
You are Encouraging
Your outgoing nature, understanding of others, and directness make you ENCOURAGING.
You want others to do well for themselves, and you generally believe in their abilities.
You often know what's good for people because of your caring nature and your worldview.
When you care about someone, you don't keep it to yourself: you are good at letting people know that you're thinking of them.
Because you trust people, you take violations of that trust very seriously.
You thrive in social situations, and even though you know who you like and who you don't like, you can interact well with many different types of people.
You have a healthy respect for people who have earned what they have, and you strive to be similar to successful others.
You are a loyal friend and a good listener.

Anthony Wong

黃秋生看很多書，他形容自己是很普通的讀者，但就是甚麼也會看過究竟的人，他喜歡閱讀帶來的悅愉和滿足，但卻不認同單憑知識就可以改變一切，始終要真實地、踏實地幹一次，走一回，你才能明白一切。

　「很多時候，你看書，其實是在看自己，把自己確認、建立、修正，世界上是沒有一本書可以告訴你所有答案，反而可能是給與你更多問題，令你思考，繼而成長、進步。」　黃秋生強調。

閱讀自己
　　「我很害怕那些被宣傳成甚麼完全了解和解構人生的書籍，我不是完全不認同內裡的說法，只是我不認為世界上會有這樣的一本書出現。人生多變無常，又怎能用有限的文字去解析內裡乾坤呢？到底用怎樣的一本書去形容人生呢？對好學的人是百科全書，對基督徒是聖經，但我自己覺得閱讀，倒是一種令我對資訊吞吐的行為，不會在一時三刻很有效地交給我一些甚麼，而是會在自己無法預計的時候，以靈光一閃的方法提醒我，而當中甚至也不涉內容，反而是一些我憑藉看書而產生的聯想，有助豐富或改善我自己的思考方法。」　　

秋生一口氣說出自己對閱讀所立下的定位。他繼而笑起來談到，無法接受一些人說甚麼看了一本書，令自己生命和做人完全改善過來這種說法。「你無法逃避。要認知清楚，你只有在有可能的情況下去嘗試，讀萬卷書不如行萬里路，是千真萬確的一回事。」秋生說罷很有魅力地笑著。　　是的，就像喝酒一樣，即使你把一切資料也背誦得徹底，但若你沒有親口品嘗過，感受過酒精令

自己皮膚微燙，腦際搖撼的昇華感，你不會表達得出令人感動和吸引的態度來，不喝酒的人去談論酒，真是上帝也會發笑吧。　　秋生讓我這樣形容，笑容更深︰「但也有好處的，若你是個虛心的人的話，你會藉此知道自己是多麼的無知，快去好好補習進修自我吧！」

怎樣的城市有怎樣的書
　　「若香港是一本書？那一定是一本普通的港式製作漫畫，外表好像是金碧輝煌，但你打開會發現名副其實敗絮其中，是一本劇本糟糕，欠缺完善資料搜集，荒誕不已的抄襲之作。怎樣的城市，就有怎樣書。你看看香港的書店……我們可以擁有一間台灣的『誠品書店』嗎？我們可以有一個美好安靜的閱讀環境嗎？作家的修養和視野 OK 嗎？出版社的動機和抱負清晰嗎？讀者的要求和對文字的專重又足夠嗎？那些腐敗不堪的色情低俗八卦雜誌，已將整個城市污染得很厲害。」　　秋生說到這裡，從我們拍攝和訪問地方的玻璃窗看出去，漫天污雲密佈，是暴雨警告剛除下的午後。　　

「真是颳大風也吹不散這些污雲啊！」秋生很無奈地說，目光從灰色的天際移向海岸線上，輕輕搖頭。「暫時根本不可能有吧，像台灣或是國內的閱讀氣氛……你看看政府高官們正在做甚麼呢？一個『西九』已經教我憤怒不已了。所謂文藝發展規劃，其實可以好簡單，因為香港一早就存在！只要從中環大會堂開始，建設通道、平台、天橋，沿海把演藝學院、藝術中心、會展聯合起來，已經就是整個香港的藝術表演精英所渴求的表現環境了！根本不用浪費這麼多金錢去發展『西九』，而且還要做了這麼久卻一事無成，換轉其他地方我好相信已經建設完成了。最無奈是說要外國人來設下一座美術館，說是可以吸引遊客，要看那些美術館，人家的國土內早有十座八座，他們看過了紐約的「大都會」、巴黎的「羅浮宮」，為甚麼要來香港看一座展示西方藝術作品的美術館？真是很幼稚的思維！他們是想看我們本身的香港文化，但利舞台卻已被毀滅！連中環街市也說要拆掉變成商業大廈。好了，這裡會有甚麼的氣氛去孕育閱讀的風氣呢？教你如何變成功人仕、投資理財的書，始終是存在暢銷書榜的前列位置。也許有人會覺得我意見多，但若真相並非這樣，就請拿文明來說服我。」　　

一滴雨水落在玻璃上，繼而接連不絕，水滴慢慢滑落化成大片水漬，秋生說罷，一直在看著窗外。　　「所謂閱讀，並不是為了甚麼目的，就是單純的去看，而漸漸你會發現到更了解自己。透過文字把你帶到從未想過的空間裡，而內裡有解析，又或是靈感，一切還得看你自己。」總給人一份神秘感的秋生，很意味深長地說著，近日正全神貫注看《資治通鑑》的他，坦言生活簡單卻無比充實，工作、看書，和家人在一起，一個質素優良的循環，他非常享受。　　

「只要你了解自己，你會懂得找甚麼書來看，而書看得多，你會愈了解自己，發現自己，在這個循環裡，不斷令自己有更多體驗。」　　當然，勉強摘下的果子不一定是甜的。秋生這句說話，明白的該已明白，不明白的，就不要勉強好了，唯有如此。

(Text from http://hk.lifestyle.yahoo.com/060929/254/1vikz.html)

阿凱﹐唔知點解我要對你咁好。。。

好多人問我你做乜成日提鄒凱光呀﹖
其實我都唔知﹐佢又唔係我對軟硬既feeling,但係我真係好想知多D關於阿凱 (唔知點解我鍾意叫佢阿凱而唔係阿光﹖﹖﹖﹖)愈知道多D佢既野﹐我愈覺得佢掂﹗﹗

Matt 俾人既feeling 係好咸濕﹐好麻甩﹔但係我completely 唔同意。佢只係做佢生存在娛樂圈的角式﹐只要用心去睇佢既BLOG﹐佢既書。。。你就發覺佢係一個好討人歡心既人。

我唔介意D人笑我欣賞阿凱﹐但我好介意D人用“咁既人”
我唔怕俾人知道我欣賞佢﹐但我好介意D人又唔識佢又話佢唔掂﹗

I love Canadian Sky

Friends are friends

Share some recent pictures of my Long life friends...


Daphy and her hubby. Thank you for coming over to Toronto and visiting me on your trip. Very much appreciated

However, you can't control me by going to kiss you. (Even you two don't like me making funny face. I like it! =P)
Daphy's long time friend, Daphy and Liz.... I had a LONG and GREAT LUNCH with you all! =) Thank you.
I guess it is very inspire my thoughts lately.

God has his plan on me and my friends as well. I knew Liz from pre-school? I don't even remember.... and Daphy from Elementary school. It was a LOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNGG time ago! =) hahahahaaaa!!! oh well.... I guess the friendships are there doesn't matter how much we see each other. As long as we have each other in our hearts.

Thank you, gals. You saved my life (as usual)

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Thank you God that you listened to my prayers. I was feeling depressed, and I didn't know where to go, but you showed me.

You showed me that I should be happy that I am a healthy gal physically.
You showed me that I should do more than what I can right now.
You showed me that you listened to my prayers.
You showed me that you cared about me.
You showed me that you didn't give up on me and I shouldn't even think about it.
You showed me that it is still ok to have depression as long as I accept the medication.
You showed me that it is easy to life in this world when I am different from others, but it is ok. I am ok infront of you.

My Lord, Thank you for giving me everything I have right now. Please keep feeling my loniness with your LOVE. I love you, Lord.

Sorry about my behavior...

I am still waiting for the job offer. Thank you for those who cares about me. After the brutal Saturday filled with LONINESS. I realized that I need to pray more and walk closer to my LORD. Even I am ...

I was watching "Six Feet Under". Pretty Hillarious TV series. At the end, I caught the line from this, the actor said, "Please Lord, please fill my loniness with your LOVE". I need it as well.... Please Lord, help me thru this. I can't go thru it without you. Please fill my loniness and emptiness with your LOVE. I need your LOVE. Please, please let me experience your LOVE daily. THank you very much, my LORD.
For those who worried about me. Sorry. I didn't mean to scare you. I went crazy. Sorry about that. Thank you very much.

Bonnie, I will do one thing at a time. Please don't worry about me.

Jackie L, Thank you for being so straight to me, Even it is very hard to accept, I still love to hear that from you.

Mavien, No matter what... I am still counting on you.

V8, I want to tell you, but I don't know how.

Wing Wing, Thank you for your concern. I am very fragile recently and hope you will be able to help me ... later on.. not right now.

Ben Ben, I really wish to talk to you... but you are just too busy. Maybe next time

Andy, where are you? I am still looking for you.

抑鬱症

抑鬱症 (Depression)

每個人在一生中總會經歷不愉快的時刻，通常是由一些悲傷的事件引起，例如和伴侶分手或親人離世。多數人都會間中感到情緒低落，這種不愉快的情緒可能會演變成抑鬱症── 這的而且確是一種病症，但往往遭人忽視，部分原因是患者拒絕求助。這裏簡單介紹抑鬱症的病徵及成因，如想了解治療抑鬱症的方法，請參閱另一份資料單張《治療抑鬱症》。

什麼人會患上抑鬱症？
統計所得，幾乎40%的人會患抑鬱症。通常會在十來歲或二十來歲的時候首次病發。有些人會多次患上抑鬱症。此外，女性的發病率比男性的高出一倍。

病徵
抑鬱症最常見的病徵是情緒低落。除了感到傷心愁悶之外，有些人會比平常暴躁和容易發脾氣。患者通常在早上起床後或晚上睡覺前最感煩悶。患者會感到以往喜愛的活動再也不能令自己快樂，又覺得自己與其他人格格不入。精神不足、疲倦和缺乏集中力都是抑鬱症常見的病徵。另外，患者會難以入睡，或睡了很久仍感到疲倦，或很早便醒來。一般的症狀還有失去性慾和飲食失調（厭食或暴食）。

精神緊張通常與抑鬱症同時出現。患者會感到害怕、心悸，甚至惶恐不安。這些情況通常會在抑鬱症治癒後減少。抑鬱症嚴重影響患者對自己和對生命的看法。患者通常會對自己過份遣責，亦可能有自殘傾向，甚或感到生無可戀。抑鬱症患者的自殺傾向一般比普通人強烈。很多患抑鬱症的人會試圖用酒精和毒品紓緩或麻醉難受的情緒。然而，這樣做只會令病情惡化，因為酒精會令患者情緒更為低落；過量喝酒更會損害身體健康。

抑鬱症的成因
抑鬱症通常由一件加重精神負擔的事件引起，例如親友去世或感情關係破裂。經濟困難、工作壓力、恐懼裁員或失業，甚至瑣碎得像搬屋的小事也可以令精神脆弱的人變得抑鬱。剛分娩的女性較容易患上產後抑鬱症。至於長期或嚴重的重病，如糖尿病和癌症，也會引發抑鬱症。患者在人際關係方面往往會遇到問題，這些問題可能是導致抑鬱症的病因，也可能是抑鬱症帶出的後果。抑鬱症有時似乎是家族遺傳的病症，但研究人員至今仍未能直接從基因角度加以解釋。根據觀察所得，不愉快的童年經歷很可能是日後患上抑鬱症的成因。比如一個在十四歲前喪母而又缺乏他人悉心照顧的小孩，長大後會較易患上抑鬱症。其他童年時的慘痛經歷，如遭受性虐待，也可能令兒童長大後患上這種病。性格悲觀，總是傾向於看事物陰暗面的人，患上嚴重抑鬱症的可能性亦較一般人高。

必須接受治療
抑鬱症可以影響一個人的生活態度。患者可能會不想上班，或對一些從前喜歡做的事完全失去興趣，這種情況十分可悲。但一般病人會因為感到尷尬而拒絕求診，他們認為表達內心的抑鬱是懦弱的表現。有時他們只會自怨自艾。幸好，現時已經有很多治療抑鬱症的方法。病者首先要做的是向專家抒發自己的感受。

治療方法
抑鬱症有兩種主要的治療方法，一是心理治療，如心理輔導；另一種是藥物治療，如服食抗抑鬱藥。上述兩種治療方法在《治療抑鬱症》的資料單張中有更詳細的闡述。對一些只患有輕微抑鬱症的病人來說，心理治療已經足夠；而對於一些比較嚴重的患者，醫生通常會建議兼用抗抑鬱藥和心理輔導，或單靠藥物加以治理。

抗抑鬱藥
現時巿面上有不同種類的抗抑鬱藥，我們必須知道它們有別於鎮靜劑或其他精神科藥物。抗抑鬱藥與其他藥物同樣帶有副作用，但它不會令服用者上癮或性格改變。抗抑鬱藥主要有兩種，分別為SSRI（全名是Selective Serotonin Re-uptake Inhibitors，中文全稱為選擇性血清促進素再吸收抑制劑）和三環抗抑鬱藥（藥名指藥物本身的化學結構）。兩種藥對治療抑鬱症都相當有效，但由於SSRI類型的藥物，包含fluoxetine（Prozac），產生的副作用較少，所以現時較多人採用。一般抗抑鬱藥大約需要兩個星期才開始產生作用。每一次抑鬱症發作，約需6個月時間治理；即使病徵很快消失，也要繼續服藥，因為療程長些，可減低抑鬱症復發的機會。

貫葉連翹（St. John's Wort）是一種對治療抑鬱症有幫助的輔助性藥物，現時很受歡迎，可在健康食品公司或藥房購買。有研究報告指出，它對治療抑鬱症有顯著功效。但由於它與其他藥物混合後，可能會產生副作用，因此病人服用此藥前應知會醫生或藥劑師。

心理治療
普通科醫生通常會安排病人進行輔導，作為整個療程的一部分，有時輔導員更會長駐診所。輔導主要是個別進行，目的是讓患者有機會抒發自己的感受和煩惱，而輔導員則聆聽和發問。一般輔導員不會對患者的煩惱提出解決方法。輔導通常有六節，另外亦有一些更講究條理步驟的心理輔導，包括認知行為治療。詳細解釋見於《治療抑鬱症》單張。

進一步求助
大部分抑鬱症患者在服食抗抑鬱藥和接受簡單的輔導後，可以痊癒。如果病情嚴重，或病者有強烈的自殺傾向，普通科醫生會把病人轉介到精神科醫生。精神科醫生接受過治療精神病的專科訓練，能為患者提供多種不同的療法，包括藥物和心理治療。在某些情況下，患有嚴重抑鬱症的人需要住院。由於患者有自殺傾向，患者本人（或其家人）可能會感到留在家中（把患者留在家中）並不安全。不過，抑鬱症患者不一定會對其他人構成威脅。

預防
預防抑鬱症最好的方法是學習妥善處理壓力。壓力是十分個人的經歷，每個人在一生中總會遇上令人沮喪或不愉快的事情。我們應注意自己的感受，學習以正面的態度面對問題。簡單來說，我們可以多花一些時間讓自己鬆弛，多做運動，或學習和身邊的人傾訴心事。

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Talk, cry, share...

I want to talk to someone.
I want to cry on someone
I want to share with someone

I am going crazy, you know ... .I mean... when I notice myself don't even want to do something I used to like, something wrong about me...

Today, I want to cry.... I really want to cry... there are so many anger and saddness inside, but at the same time,... I feel so cold outside.... I don't know where I should go and what I should do. I am really covered by dark and grey atmosphere.

Help! I need somebody!

Anyway... I want to get myself an ice-cream, then I got it. After I got it, I wanted to throw up. I didn't want to even look at it. geeeezeeee!!

Fine... That was it, I got myself a BIG THICK BOOK. I will combine everything into this book. My new Environmental book. I will write down everything on that...

What is wrong with me?

what is wrong of the world? What is wrong with me?

I realized that I am very disappointed in human?? Why? I really don't know why??
bcoz they make fun of me? bcoz they attack me? bcoz they hurt me? bcoz they love me so much ... and they challenge me...???

I am afraid of them? but I am one of them....

I am not being proud of what they do to the world, but I am one of them...

God created Man kind, I should like what HE created.

You know what.... one of my church brothers was so right. I don't have many friends... I mean... why the heck do I care about what he said? Is it bcoz he said the truth and I wanted to deny it? or it is not truth that I am alone?? I don't know... I really think the "depression" thing get me in....

maybe.... I miss one of my friends very much. I don't know where he is and I miss him very much.... that triggers me to explose lately...

Prison Vs Cubic Office

Agree or not? It's your choice.

身不由己

我一路都相信神賜好多FREE CHOICE﹐所以都唔明白“身不由己”點解﹖

"唔願意做做緊既野﹐但係無辦法﹐一定要繼續做。。。"

“你估我想咩﹖”

其實﹐我相信你真係唔想既時候係可以選擇﹐只係安於現狀﹐而唔係身不由己。

講真﹐我真係有諗過同你去一個無人識你既地方從新開始。。。你可以嗎﹖

等我與你同行

條路可能好難行﹐唔緊要﹐我去放底其他人同事﹐行係你身邊。
唔好怕﹐因為我都無膽﹐我同你一齊去怕。
唔好喊﹐因為我為你喊﹐眼淚等我去流。
唔好覺得慘﹐我仲要去行你走左之後既路。

Jack Johnson: Do you remember

Do you remember when we first met? I sure do
It was some time in early September
You were lazy about it, you made me wait around
I was so crazy about you I didn't mind

I was late for class, I locked my bike to yours
It wasn't hard to find, you painted flowers on it.
I guess that I was afraid that you rolled away
You might not roll back my direction real soon

I was crazy about you then and now
The craziest thing of all is over ten years have gone by
And you're still mine, we're locked in time
Let's Rewind

Do you remember when we first moved in together?
The piano took up the living room
You played me boogie-woogie I played you love songs
You'd say we're playing house now you still say we are

We built our getaway up in a tree we found
We felt so far away but we were still in town
Now I remember watching that old tree burn down
I took a picture that I don't like to look at

Well all these times they come and go
And alone don't seem so long
Over ten years have gone by
We can't rewind, we're locked in time
But you're still mine
Do you remember?

First time ever

I bought a rawhide chip to Cookie and rawhide bone for Boy jai. Cookie finished up Boyjai's bone and Boy jai tried to steal the chip from Cookie.

This afternoon, Boy jai went to pick up the chip with his mouth and he walked by Cookie and looked at him. Cookie went crazy but followed Boy jai only.

Boy jai was chewing the chip while Cooke was looking at him whinning. All of a sudden, I saw a shadow went into the room (where Boy jai was) and I heard screaming. I ran into the room, and saw a black fur ball on the floor only. I heard the screams.... didn't see the white one... but only the black one.... I went to seperate them and I found out Cookie was right on top of BOY JAI. He didn't move but just lied on top of boy jai. I am sure Boy jai was screaming , "get off me, you AXXXXX!!!!!!" ...

I found the scene was funny, but no time to get my camera... hahahahaaah!!!

Don't worry, the way they played.... just rougher everytime. I will try to avoid it.

Finally... I know why I have such intention

Whenever I am not too happy, I will start to concentrate to do something I want to.

I had cleaned up the whole kitchen (used up the whole NIGHT)
I had used the wet vaccumm to wash the whole HOUSE carpet in one afternoon
I had moved all furnitures in my room within a night

Today, I cooked.
I made something I didn't really use to do normally.
Lasagna.... If you don't know how to make it... it is very very.... time consuming...

Cooked the "skins" 1st
Then defrosted the beef and spinish
Started to put "layers" on....
cut the cheese as I can slice it.... very nice... ahahahahaa!!

Sorry.... don't want to show you how good I can cook. I will not have the picture of it. I believe I have the talent for this.

Next time, if you call me, I made a lot of food. You know I am not too happy...

PS: beside this, I made a big POT of vegetable soup with some beef stews. oh.. .I forgot to drink it... better do it now.

Guinea pig = Job

Good to have a chance to think back. I have been doing such in the past 2 years. Haahaaaa!!

I went to PETS MART with Daphne, Andrew and Lisa. Good to have Daphne and Andrew came all the way from HK to visit me. Thank you very much. Good to have Lisa took 1/2 day off for us. We had a long lunch and shopped at PETS MART.

By walking around in this BIG store, Daphne and Andrew went crazy for all those dog treats, dog toys,etc. Lisa and I kept walking asle by asle. I walked by the "adaption area". There were 3 guinea pigs. Very very cute. I would like to adopt them badly. Lisa stopped me. My mind stopped me.

"I have been thru all those sad moments, am I ok for the next one? or I will get immused by many times of accepting dealth...

I really like Guinea pigs. They are very cute and not like rats nor Rabbits... very unique animals.
I guess I will give myself a gift if I get a job. Let see how the interview go... Wish me luck to have a guinea pig. If you see some new pictures of new guinea pig later on, that means I find myself a job! Pray for me, my friends.

Fear and Struggle....

I am so alone tonight. Don't know why..... my feeling fill with FEAR and STRUGGLE. I can't really think of what other words that I can put it in.... but Fear to be alone.... and Struggle to go out.

It has been 6 hours that I am sitting here.... and willing to have someone to call me out to hang around or even someone come to my house... just be with me...

The emptiness scares me a lot....

Little chat in the afternoon

~ Relex Afternoon

I am sorry, I don't understand you.

I remembered I was confronting one of my good friends that he didn't know how to love his brother. His brother loved him so much but both of them didn't know how to express out. Before he hanged up, he said, "You don't understand us, so you better shut up and take care of your own brothers!"

I was the counselor in a leadership program. I was enjoying so much, but I quitted after I found out that I was not doing what I should do. I didn't have proper training as Counselor, however, I was there be the BIG sister. I would be able to care those teens but not my brothers.

Big sister? I have been a big sister since 1982. I was not a good big sister, and I am not a good big sister still. Talking about brotherhood, sisterhood.... I am very dumb on this. I care them a lot, but doesn't mean I know how to express the love. That is something I am learning from my LORD.

I am sorry, brothers. I don't share my things with you bcoz I don't want you worry too much. Our family has been very closed to each other since we are called "Family", but it seems like we don't share INSIDE things with others.

I should learn.... how to give myself freespace, how to love myself and others and how to understand you inside out.

my pride is saving me now...

I recently do the following daily repeatly:

• Have a thought, want to write it down, start the 1st line, and lose it all.
• Look at the phone, hope it will be called by you
• Check the message inbox if I miss your message or not
• Want to drive by your house but no gut and no point to do so
• Call you name out when I am driving alone, hope you will get the message

At least I guess I still have my little pride, I already do what I can do... and I will not go beyond that. If you want to see me, I believe somehow you will be able to contact me.

I sometimes do think... I can give up everything for my LOVE... but I am too chicken to do so
I can go wild and do whatever I can, but of coz, I do have rules of my LIFE.
Let me follow what I should, but not what I like. The things I like are too dangerous, better not do so...

Still looking for jobs, any good one?

Long Weekend station

What to do during long weekend:

• Relax
• Travel
• Camping
• Surfing
• Shopping
• Walking with friends
• Bubble teaing with old friends
• Go out town for nothing
• Reading
• Jogging with longer way (since you have more time)
• Gardening (do something you can't do in short time)
• Play with the dogs (or animals)
• Watching Movies
• Watching TV
• Go to special exhibitions
• Attend the Taste of "different country"
• Chat with friends
• Look for cafes place by place
• Being bored
• Listening to some radio programs you never listen
• Meet someone that you don't really like to see them

ok, Stop for now

A few new messages

Finally, I have 3 new comments on my blogs. Thank you very much.

On the other hand, I got a lot of...
"hey! just let you know I read your blog, I am too lazy to leave comment",
"why do I need to write comment on it when I can just email you?",
"I really want to leave the comment, but I don't know how",
"Things are not that easy, keep it up and I care about you thru my heart, hard to put into words as COmments"
"Leave what comment? You know what I mean"...

Doesn't matter you like to leave it or not. At least I know someone do care about me. That's count!

I will try to keep it up. You may find my blog, my messages are a bit non-sense, hey! There are a lot meanings for me. If you know inside me, you will totally understand how I feel.

I will keep it up as much as possible. Thank you.

Thank you for the new 3 messages.