Monday, May 30, 2005

Boy Jai, Don't leave me like this...

When People know me, they will know my boy as well. My dog, Boy jai, was born in Guelph on 5th of October, 1998. He is 6 1/2 years now.

He had a very different liver than other dogs. He had liver failure once in 2003 and he just had another one last week. It was very sad to watch my boy's health going downhill without doing any good to him. can't help him at all. I just didn't know what I could do.

He went to emergency on May 21 (the day before my birthday), he was in very critical situation and it was very hard for me to leave him there. He bonded to me too closed.... I was not downtown person (I am still not) but it was the first time I went downtown 6 days in a row. It was really hard for me.

I guess he is getting better that is count, right? I know he may not be able to recover 100%, but stil have a chance to be a healthy dog. I praised to LORD to give my Boy jai back to me. I hope I know how to comfort him if anyhing happen again.

Percy

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

Insomina

It is very hard to explain myself how I can't go to sleep at night? It is very hard.

I didn't do much today, bcoz I was very very sleepy (due the lack of sleep at night). I went to see the Doctor. I realized that no matter how many hours I sleep, I got up and I got fully energy... but all of a sudden, I felt very sleepy.

I went to "Fung Fok Tong" with Fannie tonight. I shared my problem with her. It is really hard to "have a good feeling" with a non-christian. It doesn't matter how to talk him out. He doesn't want to... he won't get close to HIM.

Still have sleeping problem. Don't know what to do... really really hard... to understand. I sleep around 4 hours average for more than months. It is very bad for my health. I am trying to function better... Anyway, try my best to sleep.... must sleep ... sleep...

ZZZZZ..........ZZZZ........zzzzzzzz.........zzzz..........zz........zz.....z.....z...............z.......

Percy

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

Headaches....

It is such a nice day for me. I don't like too BRIGHT day, but not grey day either. I have been waiting for your call/email for a week. I just didn't have a luck to get any message from you. Is it bcoz you are Introvert?? I really don't understand.... may be I am just too outgoing.

I really want to meet you again... even I know you not that long... I always remember the 1st day I met you. I was waiting at the line to get my ski equip. My friends were still waiting... and you came to me, introduced yourself to me. This was very touched and warmed. I knew this is the way you are...

Things get better and better... From then... I met you almost every weekend. It was very amazing. I was very happy... You spent a lot of time with me. Of coz I enjoyed the time with your brother as well. You two came to my house.. always light up my night!

Thank you! You know who you are, PaSa.

Percy