away and back...

Some of you may wonder where I am.

Sorry, my friends. My mom is sick, and I am taking care of her 24-7.

It is very energy drainage. Not that I don't like to take care of her, but she has been up and down in the past weeks and I have to find different way to cheer her up. *sigh* ... not a very good thing I can do EVERYDAY.

Good that I have Kenneth to walk this journey with me. I have been working on the schedule and stuffs for my wedding while Mom is resting. I think it is very very easy... I guess I didn't reach the hard part yet.

At the same time, I am working the annual dinner event for CCAMMA. I don't know how to write so the president does has a certain level of STRESS to correct my wordings. Hahaaha! just like ... Teacher correct student's assignment. Sorry, Loretta. Didn't have the mood to revise and revise. just revise once and send to her... Poor her...

Anyway... Snow out... Wind out... very very cold!!!!! -10!!! Good luck to us...

I am going away between Dec 17 and Dec 25.

Heading to where? hahaahahaa! You will find out later.

Being Sensitive...

Talking about how I feel these days...

TO be honest, I can't feel of anything.... Bcoz...

I am very sensitive to the people around me.

Sensitive how Mom is doing... feeling cold? feeling hot? feeling dizzy? feeling vomit? feeling stomache? feeling angry? feeling hopeless....

Sensitive how Kenneth with other female friends... talking about friend[s], actually just ONE that I am very sensitive about. Of coz Kenneth is not agreed of how I feel. He doesn't understand the way I think of that. OH well... it passed... .Hope it really passed...

Sensitive how Mickey and Cookie doing... they both are senior dogs... the way they walk, they bark, they eat... are getting different from before...

I am not worried, just sensitive...

I have a feeling that one of my friends is actually doing something betrayed me but she doesn't know. She thinks it is ok to share my information with others... humm... I have to revise about our relationship on this issue. Oh well...

Right now... just ... do whatever I need to do...

Take care of my Mom.