Love letter to You from me

Dear You,

Do you know I miss you very much... doesn't matter how long I see you everyday... I just miss you very much.

I am afraid that I lose you.
I am afraid that you don't love me anymore.

I am afraid that the happy moment will be gone soon.

But you keep telling me how much you love me, how long you want to be with me.

I don't trust my ears, bcoz I never have someone talk to me like you.

I don't trust my eyes, bcoz I never have someone look at me like you.

I don't trust my sense, bcoz I never have someone touch my heart like you...

I am really feeling bad that I upset you. I didn't mean to. Just bcoz there were too many people see me as "brother", "best friend", "good friend" ... I never have someone so-called "Best friend" love me to have relationship with. When you said 'Best friend', I got so sensitive... I got upset... again? why?

Good that you are more mature than me alot, and you are a logic person. I know I am saved to be with you. I know I am being protected at all time. I am melted by you everyday.

Believe or not, I think too much bcoz I love you so very much. Please don't leave me.

Love,

me.

Happy Chinese new year

I really like this picture, the smiles are so cheerful!

Happy Chinese new year everyone.

Chasing Love Musical Drama

This will be one TIME Drama as you won't be able to watch it in HK or anywhere but only Canada during that week.

Give me a call if you are interested to buy tickets.

Dear God, Thank you for giving me the opportunities to have chance to organize this and please give me wisdom and strength as I am so weak mentally, spiritually and physically. Please lead me to the path I need to work on. I love you, Lord. Please take care of everyone who is related to this Drama, make it happens!!! Give all the GLORIES to you, my heavenly father! ~Amen.

Please forgive me, but thank you

Dear God,

please forgive me not to attend churches as I really need you all the time.
please forgive me to take risk as I shouldn't do.
please forgive me not to listen to people around me as I really understand I made the mistake.

But, my heavenly father,
Thank you for giving me a chance to spread your words and your love.
Thank you for letting me explore something under your protection
Thank you for learning how to love and beloved.

My Lord, I praised you up high as you love me very much and being so kind and so nice to me. Please let me know how to open his heart as well. I know it is not my business, but I would like to help out. Please soften his heart and guide him walk closed to you. This is something I am praying for.

Praying in your Name, ~ Amen

Thank Lord.

Dear God,

Thank you for giving me the strength to believe what you gave me.

Thank you for passing me a new hope in 2009

Thank you for taking care of me and the people around me physically and spiritually.

Please take care of our heart as we don't want to do something to make you mad.

Please protect us from the evil people in this society.

Please be with us as you are our LORD and we will be safe under your power.

Please guide me to spread your LOVE to others as they need you as well.

I thank you Lord for being with me in both sad and joyful time.

I thank you Lord for opening my eyes to see the BIG picture of the world. How beautiful it is.

My Heavenly father, I praised to you as I need your light on the path. Thank you my Lord.

I am praying in the name of Jesus Christ. ~Amen.

When I try to take it slow, it goes away just like that...

Dear God,

Please take my tears away...
I don't want to cry. I am telling myself not to cry. I know the truth before it comes out.

The truth is:
I am not good enough??
I am a loser??

My heavenly father, I have been praying for this and you tell me to wait. I have been waiting. When I think it's time, how come it has been taken away immediately?

Please forgive me being so stupid...
but I don't want to be too friendly, that is why everyone see me as best friend, good friend. End up I am still alone.

Please take my fear away...
I am afraid to lose him, end up he walks away from me... the fear of loniness is WAY bigger than YOU that it is covering me. Please take it away...

I don't know who I should turn to, but you, my Lord. I don't understand, why it happens like this? When I want it slow, it goes away too fast...

My mind is so confused now, my tears can't stop dropping down, my dear LORD, please help me.. please help me...

Praying in Christ,
Amen

Lead me the way, please....

Dear God,

I miss por por so much... and the places that i used to go in HK. I want to go back HK for X'mas, please lead me the way.... please let me open my wings to there...

in Christ,
Amen.

Sorry...

Sorry, didn't mean to hurt you.
Sorry, didn't mean to ignore you.
Sorry, didn't mean to avoid you.
Sorry, didn't mean to stop talking to you.

Just bcoz...
I do care about you a lot
I do treasure the friendship
I do understand the big picture.

Plus...
I don't want to be hurt
I don't want to be disappointed

I tell you why...
I am too selfish.....

This is how I am now...

很想輕撫你 所以避開你
寧願用距離 去令你好奇
迴避過眼神 先偷偷喘氣
吩咐手臂 放在原地

傳聞浪漫太快 愛戀都走得快
才會 遲遲未步向你 說一世愛護你


情太過洶湧像深海 而我卻會忍耐
但求來日你醒過來 這份情像翅膀打開
還沒有相擁別意外 神教會我等待
待情流像細水 才去承諾你
拿一生兌換愛


很心急擁抱 所以在禱告
求甜蜜以前 帶著你慢步
遊歷過旅途 等一天終老
生老病死 一起細數


原來慢慢靠近 更珍惜這一吻
而我 停留是為了你 要給予你護蔭

能為愛戀學習按捺 情信寄進心內
但求能學會倚靠神 愛被馴服過更精采

連地老天荒亦不更改 時間永遠等待
等你情願那天 才去承諾你
無止境那份愛

我用沈默叫醒愛情 你用期待做你反應
繼續行近直至開始愛

Especially for you

What do you think about this X'mas card? When I pick up this card, the shimmer in the X'mas ball was frozen. Takes me 10 mins to defrost it.

After I got off work, I told myself, no matter how tired I was... I MUST head to GYM. I was checking out my GYM bag... SHOOOT!!! I don't have my panties.... but then... I was going to just buy a new one... I remembered I forgot to pick up my X'mas present from Sandy's house.

Before I dropped by La XXX Vie store, before I went to Gym, I went to Sandy's house. Walked quietly to her mailbox, picked up the gift where she told me her mom put my gift there. I brought it with me and I was opening my present... haahhaah! EMILY PANTIES!!! what the heck??? (Sorry, due to confidential issue, I will not show my new EMILY Panties!) Then I went to GYM directly...

After Gym, I was sitting in the changing room by myself, resting and got ready to shower, Sandy's x'mas card popped out, I opened it and read it. Oh.... my tear came out and non-stop, just like the Korean film, BIG drop of tear came out no where ....

Dearest San San,

Yes, I am very lazy spiritually. I am hiding my smile. I am trying to find what I like.

Yes, I need your positive energy. I am trying to share my smile. I am looking for what I like.

Thank you for your caring since I knew you in Hamilton. Just like sisters. Sister that not growing up together, but having each other in the heart. The most happiness moment that you shared with me not your marriage, not your birthday but you became CHRISTIAN! Thank God for that.

san san... tear still coming out. You always touch my heart. Thank you.