Dear God,
I am so tired... Please lift me up.
I am so weak... Please arm around me.
I need your support (as usual), I need your power, and I need your love.
I don't know why, but my tears keep coming down, non-stop.
I don't know why, but my heart keep going very fast...
My heavenly father, I want to throw up, but I can't waste what you gave me. I just can't take the stress anymore, please help me. I am going crazy... My Lord father, I feel so cold, I feel helpless, and useless. Please help me.
My body doesn't listen to me anymore.
My body doesn't act good anylonger...
I wake up in the middle of the night.
I need to support my family financially and physically...
God, I love you, please let me know how much you love me especially when I am weak mentally. I am afraid that I will walk away from you. I am afraid that I will not be able to take the work I like anymore...
Lord, please help me... please please....
In name of Christ, Amen.
Monday, March 23, 2009
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Canadian Rockstar went to Zambia with WVC
Suzie McNeil rocks Zambia
Canadian rock star Suzie McNeil gave the performance of a lifetime this month, to a group of school children in Zambia. McNeil is used to a warm response from fans, but never has anyone walked 7 km to hear her.
While in Zambia to help kick off the 30 Hour Famine campaign, McNeil witnessed the effects of the global food crisis firsthand. She met children who rarely eat, yet rise at 4 a.m. to make the trek to school.
The children welcomed McNeil with a huge banner and performances. “The songs and dances were like nothing I had ever seen before”, she says. “They have a song for everything: welcoming me, saying goodbye. The kids even created a performance about sexual activity and AIDS!”
McNeil also paid a visit to 12-year-old Doris, an orphan who helps support three cousins. Their only guardian is their 109-year-old grandmother. Moved by the family’s situation, McNeil decided to sponsor Doris and purchased a mattress so the children would not have to sleep on the dirt floor. “They were ecstatic! It brought such joy to me,” she says.
Watch for McNeil in the coming weeks as she promotes the Famine through TV, radio, print and electronic media.
Reported by Deborah Wolfe
Canadian rock star Suzie McNeil gave the performance of a lifetime this month, to a group of school children in Zambia. McNeil is used to a warm response from fans, but never has anyone walked 7 km to hear her.
While in Zambia to help kick off the 30 Hour Famine campaign, McNeil witnessed the effects of the global food crisis firsthand. She met children who rarely eat, yet rise at 4 a.m. to make the trek to school.
The children welcomed McNeil with a huge banner and performances. “The songs and dances were like nothing I had ever seen before”, she says. “They have a song for everything: welcoming me, saying goodbye. The kids even created a performance about sexual activity and AIDS!”
McNeil also paid a visit to 12-year-old Doris, an orphan who helps support three cousins. Their only guardian is their 109-year-old grandmother. Moved by the family’s situation, McNeil decided to sponsor Doris and purchased a mattress so the children would not have to sleep on the dirt floor. “They were ecstatic! It brought such joy to me,” she says.
Watch for McNeil in the coming weeks as she promotes the Famine through TV, radio, print and electronic media.
Reported by Deborah Wolfe
Monday, March 16, 2009
believe it or not. This is what I did in the busy day. I was so frustrated. Need to relax.
I am pretty busy at work... but Need to find a min or two to relax. Here you go... relax ...
Puzzle is hard to deal with, but for the one I love, I don't mind to work it out...
It looks pretty real, doesn't it? One day, I will get more skinner and go on the FRONT PAGE of the NICE magazine.
Puzzle is hard to deal with, but for the one I love, I don't mind to work it out...It looks pretty real, doesn't it? One day, I will get more skinner and go on the FRONT PAGE of the NICE magazine.Why life is so complicated?
Dear God,
Why are you making people think complicatedly? I don’t understand. Should people live peacefully and simply are good enough in our lives on earth?
Please forgive me to ask you such questions, as I really don’t want to think things too complicate. It really hurts my head. My brain is in pain when I think too much about it.
Life shouldn’t be happy when you already planned everything for us? I am sorry that I don’t really live my life the best, but I am learning. I am really teaching myself new thing everyday. Please let me know what exactly you planned for me.
My brain hurts so much. My head spins as there are so many things to think thru. Please take care of my life and the people around me. They are effected by me which I don’t want to make their lives miserable. Please take care of them.
My Lord, I really don’t want to give more troubles to others as the problems they have already too much for them. Without your help, I really doubt I can live this long. My heavenly father, please take care of the people I love and love me, I really don’t know how to take care of them as they even think more complicated than me. I don’t want to think too much. Please forgive us from making the world even worse. We didn’t mean to make it so difficult.
Love you, Lord.
Percy
Why are you making people think complicatedly? I don’t understand. Should people live peacefully and simply are good enough in our lives on earth?
Please forgive me to ask you such questions, as I really don’t want to think things too complicate. It really hurts my head. My brain is in pain when I think too much about it.
Life shouldn’t be happy when you already planned everything for us? I am sorry that I don’t really live my life the best, but I am learning. I am really teaching myself new thing everyday. Please let me know what exactly you planned for me.
My brain hurts so much. My head spins as there are so many things to think thru. Please take care of my life and the people around me. They are effected by me which I don’t want to make their lives miserable. Please take care of them.
My Lord, I really don’t want to give more troubles to others as the problems they have already too much for them. Without your help, I really doubt I can live this long. My heavenly father, please take care of the people I love and love me, I really don’t know how to take care of them as they even think more complicated than me. I don’t want to think too much. Please forgive us from making the world even worse. We didn’t mean to make it so difficult.
Love you, Lord.
Percy
Thursday, March 12, 2009
HOPE : 希望
I am doing some research for our Radiothon this coming April 17 2009.
The theme of this year: HOPE
乜野係希望﹖
See a lot of people look at the HOPE in very similar way. I really hope that, I really hope this...
有時候﹐希望只係好簡單﹐對我而言﹐ 係一個每天生活既推動力﹐令我同身邊既人開心同積極噤面對困難。
可能﹐我被寵壞了﹐生命依然係辛苦同負累他人。其他人對我有希望﹐我對我更有希望﹐ end up 變得更辛苦。。。。
Well, nothing I can do to change this thought. I will need to cope with it, I guess.
It's easy to encourage others, but not myself. Bcoz I know myself too well.
Dear God,
Praise the Lord that you give me what I need, and most of the time, what I want. Praise the Lord you take care of me as I always feel your love. Praise the Lord you still give me HOPE in my life. Without the HOPE, I don't think I want to live anymore... Without the HOPE, I don't think I would be this happy and enjoy my life. Please take away my saddness. Please take away my self guilty. I just can't control to going downhill except you lift me up, My heavenly father. Please God, guide me to where you want me to be. I am praying in the name of Jesus Christ.
~Amen.
The theme of this year: HOPE
乜野係希望﹖
- 活着就是希望 , 活出快樂
- 教育能為兒童帶來希望
- 「希望」是人類在人生旅程中展現的一種人文現象
- 希望在明天
- 希望在耶穌
See a lot of people look at the HOPE in very similar way. I really hope that, I really hope this...
有時候﹐希望只係好簡單﹐對我而言﹐ 係一個每天生活既推動力﹐令我同身邊既人開心同積極噤面對困難。
可能﹐我被寵壞了﹐生命依然係辛苦同負累他人。其他人對我有希望﹐我對我更有希望﹐ end up 變得更辛苦。。。。
Well, nothing I can do to change this thought. I will need to cope with it, I guess.
It's easy to encourage others, but not myself. Bcoz I know myself too well.
Dear God,
Praise the Lord that you give me what I need, and most of the time, what I want. Praise the Lord you take care of me as I always feel your love. Praise the Lord you still give me HOPE in my life. Without the HOPE, I don't think I want to live anymore... Without the HOPE, I don't think I would be this happy and enjoy my life. Please take away my saddness. Please take away my self guilty. I just can't control to going downhill except you lift me up, My heavenly father. Please God, guide me to where you want me to be. I am praying in the name of Jesus Christ.
~Amen.
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
I feel this....
I have the following symtoms:
心跳加速、胸口疼痛、臉紅耳熱
呼吸過量、透不過氣來
頭暈、頭痛、出汗手腳麻痺/輕微刺痛
口乾、胸悶、嘔吐
肌肉痛楚(尤其是面部、肩膊)、坐立不安
I sometimes think the following:
不設實際和/或過多恐慌(對於將來事物)、思潮起伏或腦中一片空白，專注力下降和記憶力下降、猶豫不決、脾氣暴燥、不耐煩、思想混亂、坐立不安、神經緊張、疲倦、失眠、夢境過份迫真。
My Friends, I think I may have anxiety disorder... *sigh* .... from Depression to Anxiety?? What the heck...??
心跳加速、胸口疼痛、臉紅耳熱
呼吸過量、透不過氣來
頭暈、頭痛、出汗手腳麻痺/輕微刺痛
口乾、胸悶、嘔吐
肌肉痛楚(尤其是面部、肩膊)、坐立不安
I sometimes think the following:
不設實際和/或過多恐慌(對於將來事物)、思潮起伏或腦中一片空白，專注力下降和記憶力下降、猶豫不決、脾氣暴燥、不耐煩、思想混亂、坐立不安、神經緊張、疲倦、失眠、夢境過份迫真。
My Friends, I think I may have anxiety disorder... *sigh* .... from Depression to Anxiety?? What the heck...??
Why am I doing it?
I have been asking myself lately, why am I working in this job? Do I really like it? or I have nothing else can do but this?
I am not happy.
I guess I am tired
I am not willing to get up to work.
I guess I am tired
I am not enjoying the things I do.
I guess I am tired.
I really think I need a break, but what about my team? They never stop but keep working and working 24-7
I am tired from working 7 days a week even I have some short time to rest in between.
I am tired from planning ahead of time bcoz I don't want to think anymore...
I need a break..
I need a rest...
I need a LIFE.
I don't want to have a life only WORK, WORK and WORK. This is not what I am looking for.
I am not happy.
I guess I am tired
I am not willing to get up to work.
I guess I am tired
I am not enjoying the things I do.
I guess I am tired.
I really think I need a break, but what about my team? They never stop but keep working and working 24-7
I am tired from working 7 days a week even I have some short time to rest in between.
I am tired from planning ahead of time bcoz I don't want to think anymore...
I need a break..
I need a rest...
I need a LIFE.
I don't want to have a life only WORK, WORK and WORK. This is not what I am looking for.
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