Finally, I finished ONE WHOLE BOOK within a month. I have been reading a lot of books, but never have one completely finished.
This time, I have been asking myself to finish one GOOD book. I picked "Tuesday with Morrie". I remembered I bought this book because of "Five people you meet in heaven". They are the same Authors, Mitch Albom.
"Tuesday with Morrie" was an easy book for me. Easy to read, easy to understand, and easy to touch my heart. I have been talking about "Death" in the past 2 years. I didn't know why I started this topic, but I was trying to get over the fear of death.
After you get over with, you will be fine when it comes. I think I have been trying to face the "old age" of my parents. After all my dad's accidents in the past 4 years, I have been asking myself to try to think more about it in order not to get too hurt when the real time comes. I have been asking myself the same question, "What if XXXX die, how will I feel?" It sounds stupid, but ...
"What if my Granduncle 5 die, how would I feel?"
"What if Foon jeh die, how would I feel?"
.... when they passed away, I was very hurt. I was so regret that I didn't talk to them/ see them as much as I could.
"What if my por por die, how will I feel?"
"What if my Dad die, how will I feel?"
"What if my brothers die, how will I feel?"
... They are still alive (Thanks GOD!!!!), but I am still learning to get over such sad / break-down feeling.
Everytime when I think of the scenes, my tears drop down automatically. I think I have been putting too much LOVE and feeling on such people.
Is it strange that I didn't put "mom" as one of them. To be honest, Everytime when I think about Mom's question. I didn't feel anything. It doesn't mean I don't love her. I love her very much... just it doesn't trigger me yet. I guess I didn't feel the time comes yet.
Weird that I said such things in my blog, right? "Tuesday with Morris" is a course, no book required, just once a week, learn from the expensive and the most important thing is that we learn how to LOVE ourselves, thne LOVE others. USE the POWER of LOVE.
Do you think you can do it? To learn from experiences, to practice the LOVE from GOD?
This time, I have been asking myself to finish one GOOD book. I picked "Tuesday with Morrie". I remembered I bought this book because of "Five people you meet in heaven". They are the same Authors, Mitch Albom.
"Tuesday with Morrie" was an easy book for me. Easy to read, easy to understand, and easy to touch my heart. I have been talking about "Death" in the past 2 years. I didn't know why I started this topic, but I was trying to get over the fear of death.
After you get over with, you will be fine when it comes. I think I have been trying to face the "old age" of my parents. After all my dad's accidents in the past 4 years, I have been asking myself to try to think more about it in order not to get too hurt when the real time comes. I have been asking myself the same question, "What if XXXX die, how will I feel?" It sounds stupid, but ...
"What if my Granduncle 5 die, how would I feel?"
"What if Foon jeh die, how would I feel?"
.... when they passed away, I was very hurt. I was so regret that I didn't talk to them/ see them as much as I could.
"What if my por por die, how will I feel?"
"What if my Dad die, how will I feel?"
"What if my brothers die, how will I feel?"
... They are still alive (Thanks GOD!!!!), but I am still learning to get over such sad / break-down feeling.
Everytime when I think of the scenes, my tears drop down automatically. I think I have been putting too much LOVE and feeling on such people.
Is it strange that I didn't put "mom" as one of them. To be honest, Everytime when I think about Mom's question. I didn't feel anything. It doesn't mean I don't love her. I love her very much... just it doesn't trigger me yet. I guess I didn't feel the time comes yet.
Weird that I said such things in my blog, right? "Tuesday with Morris" is a course, no book required, just once a week, learn from the expensive and the most important thing is that we learn how to LOVE ourselves, thne LOVE others. USE the POWER of LOVE.
Do you think you can do it? To learn from experiences, to practice the LOVE from GOD?
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