Dear God,
I am so lost.
When he said, "I am scared, I don't know you anymore..."
That really hurts me. I don't know what I did wrong. that is the problem.
I am praying to you, bcoz I know you are the only one who can help me out. I am no where to go now.
I am looking at my breakfast, and didn't want to eat it, that is bad.
I am looking at my work and I started to work on it without thinking, that is bad.
I am looking at myself and I feel so disgusting, that is bad.
I am so lost.
When he said, "I am scared, I don't know you anymore..."
That really hurts me. I don't know what I did wrong. that is the problem.
I am praying to you, bcoz I know you are the only one who can help me out. I am no where to go now.
I am looking at my breakfast, and didn't want to eat it, that is bad.
I am looking at my work and I started to work on it without thinking, that is bad.
I am looking at myself and I feel so disgusting, that is bad.
Please help me. Please help me to solve the issue between Kenneth and I. I have no clue why he thinks this way. Am I mentally ill? Am I nervous breaking down? Am I being a coward? Am I denying something that I supposed not to? There are so many questions in my head now....
Please forgive me if I did things wrong. I ran away from home bcoz I am so scared of my Mom. Mom's temper is scaring me and I don't know how to deal with it. The good way to make both cool down is ... that I stay away from the madness. Maybe I should go for a place no one knows. I don't know.
I am scared... when I heard what he said... First thing up to my mind was "Is he trying to break up with me?" this happened to me couple times... that sentense was the beginning of break up.
What should I do? What should I do? What should I do???
I am so lost... ... ... ... tears are coming down non-stop. Should I start taking the pills?
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