Dear God,
please forgive me for giving people around me difficult time. I didn't mean to do it.
I am still learning to LOVE and to be LOVED.
I was hurt, so I am trying to protect myself.
One thing not to be hurt is No expectation, and Never have it in my hand.
Things are all so unreal now... you gave me a man who loves me very much. He takes care of me more than he takes care of himself. He doesn't mind to give up alot for me. But... the more he does that for me, the more I scared. I scared to lose him... I scare he won't do that to me when time pass. My Lord, please forgive me being so selfish. I am sorry.
Insecurity.please Lord, take this away.... I can't stand it anymore... I am giving him hard time as well... I am hurting him... I am even more scared...
My heavenly father, so many things in my head now... and I really need a break... viruses are attacking me. I am so tired... I need a break... I need a rest...
In Christ,
Percy
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